A Place in This World

More than two weeks passed. You're okay, like you always were. You actually never had to not be okay, right? And why shouldn't you? It's not you who had feelings. It's not you who loved (!) someone who didn't love you. It was always me, who had feelings, hope and thoughts.

I can't say I'm writing again because the feelings are still here. No, they're gone, you know. I stopped loving you in some days after you rejected me, so yes, I can truly say, I don't love you anymore. But I still think about it. Not that I want to, but we can't control our minds, right. And if being honest, I don't want to think about it at all, because why to think about what's over and about someone who had never actually felt someone to you? Well, guess it's just me.

After some days I was still sad because we didn't work out. But then it went away. Happily. Now I'm just alone and after a long time I'm finally happy. I can smile and chill around, not having a need to think what you do or anything. I don't have to think anymore. About you at least. I'm finally free of you.

But why am I still writing? 'Specially 'bout you and me, 'our' past? Maybe it's a final dot in our story. We just weren't meant to be. We both knew it from the beginning. Just I kept hoping and you thought I had a chance. But we just weren't that lucky.

So yes, now it's finally over. I'm not mad at you. You know, I can never be mad at you? Things like that never change. But just .. thank you. Although we never had anything serious, just thank you for the things we had. Every moment we shared, every word we told each other, every confession we made. As I said, you opened my heart again, taught how to love and helped me to trust people again. And for now .. bye.

 I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
 

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world