Don't worry when I ᗩℜ❡υ℮ ᙡ☤тᖺ ϒøυ. Worry when I stop 'cause it means there's ηøтᖺ☤η❡ тø ℱ☤❡ᖺт ℱøℜ

Jah, see on tõsi, et ma igatsen sind. Väga.  

 Ma igatsen seda, kuidas võisin sinu poole pöörduda ükskõik millise palvega ja sa aitasid mind, sõltumata millestki.

Sa olid alati mu jaoks olemas. Kuulasid mu muresid ja aitasid.

Ja ometi juhtus midagi. Midagi kohutavat.

Ning kui väga ma ka ei tahaks, ma endiselt jään sind igatsema.

Kuid ma ei ütle seda enam sulle kunagi, mitte kunagi. Vähemalt näkku või otse mitte, sest .. sest sa .. sul on teiste (või vähemalt minu) tunnetest nii suva, et enam kaugemale minna lihtsalt ei saa. Sinu pohhuismimeeter läheneb lõpmatusele.

I ℓ☤℮ᖱ when I said it ᖱ☤ᖱη❝т ᖺυℜт

  

And I know that I
I sometimes tend to lose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,

But I really need you near me to

Keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave I would have left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

All along

I tried to pretend it didn't matter

If I was alone

But deep down I know

If you were gone

For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn

Cause I'm lost without you

I know it gets hard sometimes

But I could never

Leave your side

No matter what I say

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,

But I really need you near me to

Keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave I would have left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

I get kind of dark

Let it go too far

I can be obnoxious at times

But try and see my heart

Cause I need you now

So don't let me down

You're the only thing in this world

I would die without

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,

But I really need you near me to

Keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave I would have left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,

But I really need you near me to

Keep my mind off the edge

If I wanted to leave I would have left by now

But you're the only one that knows me

Better than I know myself  

***

You said we can be friends if I can handle that. I said I could. Yet you never did anything for us to be friends. Why did you ever promise that then?

 

You ripped me into ϟღαℓℓ ᖰ☤℮¢℮ϟ. I wasn't sure I ϟт☤ℓℓ ℮ϰ☤ϟт℮ᖱ

yolo - you obviously live online

***

    mom: what do you even DO on the internet?

me: i have no idea

 

ℒ☤℮ϟ

Ma suudan olla rahulikult, mõtlemata kellelegi, keda ma ei saa kunagi endale. Ma suudan endale sisendada, et pean vabanema mõtetest. Ma tean, et pean suutma, sest lootust ei ole. Ja see juba õnnestub. Mõtted temast asenduvad mõtetest suvele ning ma olen õnnelik. Ma süüvin raamatusse, mida olen tahtnud lugeda juba pikka aega. See on müstiline ja kaasahaarav.
Ja siis juhtub midagi. Midagi, mida ma poleks arvanud juhtuvat. Mitte et see midagi erilist oleks. Kuid...

""Ma sain ühe tüdruku käest kõrvetada." Daniel pistis käe vette, tõmbas sealt vesiliilia õie ja näppis seda sõrmede vahel. "Ma tõesti armastasin teda, see oli üsna hiljuti. Nii et ära võta seda isiklikult, ma ei ürita sind vältida." Ta vaatas Luce'i poole ja päike paistis tema juustes helklevale veepiisale, pannes selle särama. "Aga ma ei taha ka, et sa midagi loodaksin. Ma ei taha end niipea kellegagi siduda.""
Langenud, Lauren Kate

Ei ole ju midagi erilist, mis? Ja samal ajal on küll. Sest ma tunnen neis sõnades ära tema omad. Miks ei võinuks ta öelda midagi muud? Oh, miks? Kas see peaks mingi nali minu kulul olema või? Miks? Ja miks peab see juhtuma just siis, kui ma olen valmis sellest lahti ütlema ja lahti laskma? See on .. pidev ring. Seda juhtub kogu aeg ning just siis, kui ma nõustun, et jätkamine on mõttetu.

Tahaks aru saada, miks. Kas keegi proovib mind utsitada jätkama? Kuid miks, milleks? See oli suht kindel "ei" ning .. nii väga kui ma ka ei tahaks, et lootust oleks, seda pole. Ning need .. "märgid" .. võib-olla on need lihtsalt minu elav kujutlusvõime. Võib-olla ma lihtsalt reageerin üle. Võib-olla teen ma seda selleks, et panna end arvama, et seal on endiselt lootust. Võib-olla...

Aga ma ju tean, et see ei ole tõsi. Juba mitu kuud olen ma end sundinud lahti laskma. Ma ei taha enam selle asja jätku. Nii et oleks mõttetu ise kõike kogu aeg seostada. See oleks, on mõttetu. Ning pealegi, kui inimene on sinuga nii õel, teades siiski, mida sa tema vastu tunned, on tobe ja loll. Ning ometigi...

Sa olid õnnelik, kui said mind omada vaid omamise pärast. Oli ju hea teada, et on alati keegi varuks olemas. Need ajad on läinud. Nüüd olen mina õnnelik, sest ma olen vaba. Ning ma vajan edasiliikumiseks veel vaid üht asja,

Lihtsalt lase mind lahti.

The most ⓠυ☤℮т people have the ℓøυᖱ℮ϟт ღ☤ηᖱϟ

You have hurt me,
You have broken me,
You have given tears in my eyes.

... I no longer trust anyone,
I no longer smile,
You have erased happiness from my life.

You made me feel lonely,
You left my heart broken,
But still i love you how stupid am I :'(

Paparazzi: Miley, what do you think about Demi Lovato's obesity?
Miley: Do you really have nothing better to do than act your insecurities out on others?
Paparazzi: But she did gain weight.
Miley: And? She looks gorgeous. She just recovered from an eating disorder, leave her alone.
Paparazzi: But what about your weight? You've gotten comments too.
Miley: I don't care if you wanna call me names, but by doing so you hurt my fans. And if you hurt my fans, I will hurt you 

***

My child: Mom I found this CD in the attic, it looks old. Should I get rid if it?
Me: What's it called?
My child: Umm Up All Night by some band called One Direction.
Me:
My child:
Me:
My child:
Me: Larry, get Ziam and Lilo. I'm going to tell you a story.

***

Me in class.
Me: okay, gotta focus. Big test coming up.
Me: ooooh, when did that poster get there?
Me: ugh, split ends.
Me: why is the back of your head so attractive?!
Me: HOW DID YOU GET THAT ANSWER?
Me: just act like you understand.
Me: don't pick me, don't pick me...
Me: so here's my number, so call me maybe.
Me: DAMN THAT SONG IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING.
Me: it's only been fifteen minutes?
Me: I hate you all. 

Me: someone shoot me.

***

PE teacher: you got a horrible time on the mile
me: it does not matter how slow you go as long as you do not stop