He thinks, she has someone because of romantic statuses. That's why he doesn't write her. She thinks, he doesn't need her, as she sees his uninterested 'available'

I'm not ego, so I only say, I fall for people I haven't known long and love when it's not wanted, I'm crazy.

 

"Why did you want to kill yourself?"
"It's a long story."
"I want to help you."
"You can't."
"Well I'm going to try anyway."
"Yea, I know you are. You'll help for a week or two and then when I start to feel close to you I'll tell you my secrets and you'll find out how bad I really am. Then you'll say how upset you are that I'm so depressed and you'll say you'll get me help. You'll make empty promises, you'll pretend like you care when inside you've given up on me. I'll learn that I can't tell you those things anymore, and you will stop asking about them, even though you know it's still happening. We'll grow distant and I'll hate myself for opening up to you. You won't realise that I'll try to kill myself again. We'll still talk, but there will always be that awkwardness. Because you gave up. Because everyone does in the end. Your closest friends become far away figures and you are left on your own to cope with these fucked up emotions and you have no idea how. Everyone gives up and I mean everyone. And that, more than anything, made me want to die."

That girl who had loved you

One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.

He's just a memory

One day she met a guy.
He was so different from everyone she knew.
He didn't drink, he didn't like to party.
He wasn't such a jerk like others.


She liked him, she fell for him,
but was too shy to admit it.


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She loved him, loved him so much,
but he never did.
Because he was so numb,
he's just a memory now.


She took her willpower,
and asked what he feels.
All he said was, "Sorry, I loved a girl,
we broke up, I'm still broken. Can you wait?"


She "yes" replied because of her big love.
Although she never never where will it take her.


[Chorus]


Years passed, she still loved him,
but never did he.
She asked again, full of hope
He broke her dreams: "Sorry, love,
I had some feelings, but something happened,
and they left.


She wanted to cry, to be broken,
but the only thing she felt...
She was free. Love free.


[Chorus]
He's just a memory now,
just a .. memory.